One thing I'm sure of, is that she's moved on. I'm happy for her. So it is true. It's easier to move on if she hates me. I still wanna be there for her, I really do. But I gu
ess it's for the best. She doesn't need someone like me in her life. She deserves more than this. I'll just back off, forever.
Another thing I'm sure of, is that I've moved on as well. I let her go. I guess we both changed. That's why it was easier to let her go. All that's left, is the precious memories. And the box full of the things you gave me or reminds me of us.
Oh well, you both just think that I'm like some emo shit spre
ading bad stuff about you both? Sorry to disappoint but I'm not as low as that ya? I just really can't believe you both think of me this way. OF ALL PEOPLE. I just can't believe YOU, after so long, think of me this way now. You can hate me, but talking bad about me? Not cool. And ya maybe you both should maintain your ego as well. I'm seriously over it. I know you guys wanna seem important but you guys and this problem, seriously not at the top. So get over yourselves and stop thinking I'm like some depressed emo shit trying to ruin BOTH your image. I'm kinda getting sick of both of you talking bad stuff about me THINKING it is true when you both don't know how and why I am acting this way. Stop interpreting things wrongly or assuming stuff. Because, HAHAHA, you both kinda seem pathetic now. JUSTSAYIN.
That's life. Having so much family drama recently as well. Hate it. I'm actually really glad for my bros, mithren and puisoon, especially. They really helped me with so much. Studies, coping through with shit, everything...
Oh and another good thing that came out from this. I'm in a band now. We're called Blank Space. Don't ask why. HAHAHAHA. But yeah we went for a competition but we didn't make it through, sadly. But we did get really good critical advice from our performance and I'm kinda thankful so at least now I can actually improve as well. (Y)
Exams ended! So it marks the start of my holidays! LIKE FINALLY YA. Spend it wisely. OHHHYEAHHHH.
Sometimes it kinda sucks that when I finally open up to someone, they take advantage of it and use it against me. I've been through this countless times. And because of that, I'm so afraid to open up already. I'm just glad I still have people who won't ever do that.
To you: Stop being cute ya. I can't control my feelings ya. I'm warning you.
Kthanksbye.